Painting Resistance: The First Transgender Woman on Scaffolding in Peshawar

Namkeen Peshawari Writer poet artist

In a city where transgender women are too often pushed to the margins, I climbed a scaffold.

Not to hide. Not to survive. But to paint.

For the first time in Peshawar, a transgender woman stood high above the street on scaffolding, transforming a towering 25-by-25-foot wall into a public artwork. Every brushstroke became an act of courage. Every color became an act of resistance. Every hour spent suspended in the air challenged the silence that has long surrounded transgender lives.

People stopped to watch.

Children gathered beneath the wall with curiosity in their eyes. They asked innocent questions about the painting and why a transgender woman was creating such a large mural. Many smiled, waved, and cheered as the artwork slowly came to life.

Elders paused on their daily walks. Some watched quietly, while others expressed surprise that a transgender woman was leading such a visible artistic project in one of Pakistan’s most conservative cities.

Supporters of patriarchal traditions were perhaps the most astonished. They questioned why a transgender woman was standing on scaffolding, painting in public, occupying a space that society has long insisted was never meant for someone like me. Some challenged the message, some criticized the images, and others simply could not understand why our stories deserved to be seen on a city wall.

But that was precisely the point.

This mural was never just about paint. It was about reclaiming public space. It was about proving that transgender people are not invisible, not voiceless, and not confined to the stereotypes imposed upon us. We are artists, leaders, storytellers, peacebuilders, and creators of beauty.
Every day I climbed the scaffold despite the heat, the stares, the whispers, and the uncertainty. Looking down from that height, I realized that the wall was changing—but so were the conversations happening below it. People who had never spoken to a transgender person before began asking questions. Families discussed the mural together. Children saw possibility where previous generations had only seen prejudice.
Art has a unique power to interrupt hatred. It creates conversations where arguments fail. It invites people to look before they judge.
The mural became more than a painting; it became a landmark of courage and a declaration that transgender people belong in every part of society, including its most visible public spaces.
As a transgender artist from Peshawar, I know that visibility comes with risks. Public expression can invite criticism, discrimination, and even threats. Yet silence has never brought justice. Change begins when someone is willing to be seen.
Standing on that scaffold, paintbrush in hand, I was not painting only a wall. I was painting hope onto the landscape of a city that had rarely imagined a transgender woman as the artist rather than the subject of judgment.
The mural reminds us that resistance is not always loud. Sometimes resistance is simply climbing a scaffold, lifting a brush, and refusing to disappear.
For me, that 25-by-25-foot wall will always stand as more than public art. It stands as a monument to courage, identity, resilience, and the belief that every color placed on a wall can challenge generations of exclusion.
In Peshawar, the wall was transformed.
And perhaps, in some small way, so were the hearts of those who stopped to look.

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